Thursday, July 2, 2009

re-thinking life plans at 2.30 am

why why why am i doing this

going through 5 years of editing manuscripts

to go through 1 year of shit at uni doing hyper expensive course basically involving several complete strangers telling me how shit my writing is

to go through some months of shit at unpaid internship where getting to edit shit manuscripts would be like dream come true

to go through undisclosed amount of time of shit looking for job editing shit manuscripts

to do... god knows what post that, but most likely editing more shit manuscripts

why doesn’t my previously awesome life plan sound smart brave sparkling anymore

seems more like shit story written by shit writer with predilection for depressive existentialist indie shit

2 comments:

  1. i think we will amuse each other for years.
    :):)

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  2. don't mock my (at that time) genuine misery milann :)

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